Sunday, November 19, 2006
the day after the birthday
I often think that diving into and swimming within this mess called adulthood causes things to lose meaning. Like everything else gets consumed and transformed into something stress-related. Like getting a year older isn't a big deal. Celebrating the day you were born gets... mundane. It somehow mutates into this standard day. Am I being too much of a grinch? Speaking of grinch, I haven't started Christmas shopping. And I'm beginning to hate the rush. Argh. This is so bad.

Anyway, it was my birthday yesterday. And I spent it amidst running deadlines and anxiety-filled conversations. But I thank the people who greeted me yesterday, and made me feel light-hearted, even if it was only for the duration of the greet.

My mom was so sweet. She gave me a shirt that said "Shoe Addict. Still finding a cure." It was printed in gold letters, against white. From my sister, a shrunken vest that she got from her Italy trip (she said to pick amongst her pasalubongs which to consider the birthday gift). Two novels from Apester. A tripod from Chips (he always comes up with the most distinctive gifts). More reasons to spend on cameras and films! Hehe. And my co-workers surprised me with a cake, pansit and barbecue mirienda. You know, the happy-birthday soft cake with them flower icing things. Really nice. But then we had to go back and prepare for another meeting, and another meeting.

My birthday wish -- that next year, the day will be spent with more ease. That it will not be prone to losing its meaning. That Lord God, I sure hope that the Saturday slated for that celebration won't be jinxed with a shoot. Or a business trip. Or anything like that. Really.
dezphaire strapped in @ 12:58 AM  


  • At 12:22 PM, Anonymous driver ng bayan / drive by shooter said…

    well, belated happy birthday, at least.

  • At 7:17 PM, Blogger dezphaire said…

    driver ng bayan: thanks thanks :)

  • At 8:18 PM, Anonymous K said…

    What's going on with everyone these days? Almost everyobe are celebrating aniversaries and bdays! While I want to avoid shopping malls & thinking about gift givings and all, it makes me worried.

    Happy (belated) Birthday, Dez!

  • At 1:19 AM, Anonymous jayvee f said…

    belated happy bday :) you can claim your bday gift from me anytime - portrait shot :D hahaha!

  • At 1:19 AM, Anonymous nao said…

    ay naku ano baaaaaaaaaa
    birthday mo pala di ka man lang nagparamdam sa mansion sisterette ganda!


    About your WordPress account,
    dalawa yung login url sa baba ng sidebar sa mansion, try mo kahit ano don, pag ayaw go ka sa lost password, retrieve mo

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ulit Dez, belated!
    may all your wish come true. In behalf of your KALUSKOS family... we love you a thousand fold! mwah!!!

  • At 10:07 AM, Blogger dezphaire said…

    K: thanks. i guess there are a lot of scorpios out there :)

    jayvee: haha. sige sabi mo yan ha.

    nao: salamat salamat po! at yehey, nag-work na yung login. wee!

  • At 1:17 PM, Blogger jk said…

    foz! happy bday! hope u had a blast. i left my bday greeting over friendster. hope u got it. :)

  • At 1:38 PM, Anonymous driver ng bayan / drive by shooter said…

    jayvee, dez: did somebody say photo shoot? game! sagot ko ilaw.

  • At 5:14 PM, Anonymous Nio said…

    Uy, belated. Tagal na akong di ga-blog. Bago indie-film project, yehey!!!

    Hangad ko sa yo'y kapayapaang matagal mo ng inaasam... amen. ;)

  • At 10:32 PM, Anonymous jojo said…

    i haven't been around the last few days...so i missed this. anyway, belated happy birthday!!!

    ahh...you're too young to be celebrating your birthday at work!

  • At 8:10 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Oh hey! I've been busy these past few weeks. I haven't been online much. Anywayz, Happy Belated Birthday!


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